january 31 2011

ANOTHER DAY OF PAIN. NOTHING SEEMS TO GO RIGHT AND NOTHING SEEMS TO BE OKAY. WHY IS IT ALWAYS LIKE THIS? WHY CANT IT BE BETTER OR EVEN AMAZING. I JUST WANT PPLS TO LIKE ME FOR ME AND NOT HURT ME CAUSE IM ME.


BEING SOMEONE LIKE ME OR ANYONE ELES THE SAME IS NOT A CRIME SO WHY DO PPLS TREAT IT LIKE IT IS A CRIME I REALLY MEAN IT. WHY CANT THEY JUST FUCK OFF.

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january 28 2011

today was okay i guess. got my hair done then had to talk to a consler about my cuts. ooo fun NOT.

now im listening to some black veil brides <3 there songs mean so much to me. the lyrics mean alot and the way they put the music in with it its just so WOW i juST love them so much

january 27 2011

blah.  just because i do something that chatches on the fucking teacher has to be a bitch and say no more.

school is just a nightmare waiting for you everyday monday to friday just seeing the school sickens me. i just cant see why.

january 26 2011

what a day =( i just cant stand the fact that ppl r asses. just because i dress different or look different dosent mean im different. yea i might be derpressed and ya i only have a few friends but that dosent change a thing.

ppl should just be able to be who they want to be without getting dissed or something. i feel so out of place here.

january 25 2011

life is not treating me well =( everything feels like nothing cause it is nothing. i just dont know what to do about this?? what do i do??

everyday i feel like im dieing and everyday feels like im nothing cause the truth is i am nothing. i just cant believe that this has bein going on for a very long time. i just feels so numb.

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january 21 2011

urg. today is not one of the best days ever. everything seems so garg. i dont know what to do.

these cuts of mine no one sees no one cares and no one wants to. each day theres another mark but i dont care i dont see whats wrong with it. people think its such a bad thing. but the scars i leave mark who i am. the pain is all i know. the pain is my friend. the pain has bein there from the beginning and it will be there till the end.

whatever you say wont hurt me because i have learned to deal with it. no matter what u think it wont hurt. whatever u do i wont say a word. no matter how much you try you will never break me </3

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