december 21 2010

what a messed up day. everything was fighting and bullshit.

i just feel like i shouldn't be in this world. i feel like i was never meant to be. i feel like everyone is out to get me and i know haf of them our. on the words of black veil brides "never give in".

why does everything have to start and end like this i mean really. there is no point living if there is nothing to live for. there are 3 reasons i am still here FAMILY, MY KITTY, AND DAKOTA BERRY.

if it wasen't for these reasons i wouldn't be writing this blog or anything.

XOXOXO

december 7 2010

the day is ok. but it seems no one notices me. i feel so alone. the pain i have the anger i keep is always making me think "why am i even here".

the cuts always show but no one seems to care or they just talk behind my back. one friend is all and she rocks. she understands me and she always listens.

i cant feel the love cause it's never there. i dont know what to do about this. i try to speak out but no one hears. i try to get there intention but they dont look.

i really feel like a bum and that no one likes me. i always think that i was never ment to be.

XOXOXO